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PostSubject: i'm still worthless. :'[   Fri Jul 24, 2009 2:26 am

When Keiran arrived at his father's house, his Dad saw the look on his face and asked him what was wrong. All Keiran did was shake his head and walked up into his bedroom. Keiran was glad Roburt didn't come up to talk, because that was the last thing Keiran wanted to do. He had layed in bed and cried, he wasn't even sure if he fell asleep. He just kept crying.

Now it was the next day, and Keiran was alone, Roburt had gone off to work. He liked it that way. He went downstairs slowly to go to the kitchen. His Dad said he had made something for him. It was on the kitchen table, but Keiran didn't eat it. He just stared at it, tears streaming down his face.

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PostSubject: Re: i'm still worthless. :'[   Fri Jul 24, 2009 2:32 am

Julie was worried. Keiran hadn't come home all night, nor did he come home at all the next morning. All she had was that cryptic note. Well...she knew one thing. She knew he was at his dad's house. So...the logical thing was to go and find him. She knew she looked a mess. She had been crying all night, for one thing. She was so depressed right now, she didn't care how she looked. She just threw on a pair of sweats and an big T-shirt and headed out the door.

She got some Cuir clio to fly her to Annerb so that she wouldn't have to walk all the way there. She slowly walked up to the door and knocked quietly. She hoped everything was okay. She didn't need any more reasons to be depressed right now.

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PostSubject: Re: i'm still worthless. :'[   Fri Jul 24, 2009 2:37 am

Keiran looked up when there was a knock at the door. He figured it was just somebody looking for his Dad, so he wasn't going to answer it. Oh what the hell, he got up and answered the door. It wasn't somebody looking for his Dad, it was Julie. There goes his heart again, stopping.

It looked like she had been crying too, but why? Didn't she have Kaiden now? She should be happy. Thinking about Kaiden and Julie together made him start sobbing again, something he totally didn't want to do in front of Julie, but he couldn't help it.

"Wh--why did you come here?" he cried.

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PostSubject: Re: i'm still worthless. :'[   Fri Jul 24, 2009 2:48 am

Julie was shocked. She had never seen Keiran cry before. She didn't even know why he was crying. Oh god, what had happened? Had someone died or something!? Seeing Keiran so upset made Julie want to cry, even though she didn't even know why he was upset.

"What's wrong?! What happened?!" she exclaimed frantically.

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PostSubject: Re: i'm still worthless. :'[   Fri Jul 24, 2009 2:52 am

"What do you mean, 'what happened'?!" Keiran cried. "You know very well what happened!"

Even though he really didn't want to see Julie right now, he didn't feel upset enough to slam the door on her face, so instead he stepped aside and when she walked in slowly and shut the door behind.

"I know what you and Kaiden have been doing behind my back Julie," he whimpered. "And you know what?! That's fine! You and Kaiden can go get married, and the baby will have a normal life!" He couldn't finish anything else he was about to say, so he slowly sank to the floor, "I'm. Noth. Ing."

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PostSubject: Re: i'm still worthless. :'[   Fri Jul 24, 2009 2:57 am

"What are you talking about!?" Julie practically shrieked. She would have gotten down to Keiran's level but she kinda couldn't, so she reached out to try and help him up. Had he found out that Kaiden had feelings for her? That sort of thing couldn't possibly have warranted this kind of reaction, could it? "I don't want to marry Kaiden--what are you talking about!?"

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PostSubject: Re: i'm still worthless. :'[   Fri Jul 24, 2009 3:00 am

"I saw you and Kaiden yesterday near Tamar," Keiran sobbed when his head shot up to look at her. "I didn't see you pull away Julie," then his voice turned into a watery whisper, "I didn't see you pull away."

He burried his face into his hands and cried into them.

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PostSubject: Re: i'm still worthless. :'[   Fri Jul 24, 2009 3:04 am

Julie stared at him. He had been there? Since when? How? How much had he seen? Apparently not that much... "But...I did pull away," she said in a tiny voice. She immediately felt guilty. Another person she cared about was upset because of her. Why was she such a screw up?

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PostSubject: Re: i'm still worthless. :'[   Fri Jul 24, 2009 3:13 am

"After he pulled away first?" Keiran asked sarcastically through his tears. "Don't lie to me Julie," he cried. "You want Kaiden, he's good looking, he's responsible now, and he's the father of your baby! Of course you'd want to be with him instead of worthless me!"

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PostSubject: Re: i'm still worthless. :'[   Fri Jul 24, 2009 3:14 am

"I'm not lying!" Julie exclaimed, sounding hurt. Not as hurt as Keiran. She was just hurt that he would say such horrible things about himself. "Don't call yourself worthless, you're not worthless! I love you, Keiran!"

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PostSubject: Re: i'm still worthless. :'[   Fri Jul 24, 2009 3:23 am

"Do you?" Keiran asked, "Or do you love Kaiden?!"

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PostSubject: Re: i'm still worthless. :'[   Fri Jul 24, 2009 3:30 am

Julie flinched. "I'm in love with you," she told him in a trembling voice, tears threatening to fall at any second. She did love Kaiden, but it was different. She wasn't n love with him. Not like she was with Keiran. "Yeah, Kaiden is special to me, and yeah, he's the father of my baby. But you're the one I want to be with, Keiran, doesn't that count for something!?"

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PostSubject: Re: i'm still worthless. :'[   Fri Jul 24, 2009 3:40 am

Keiran had to admit, he liked hearing that, but he still wasn't sure. And he understood that Kaiden and Julie would always be more than friends but less than a couple, but he never thought he'd see what he did yesterday. He had finally stopped sobbing, but the tears were still flowing.

"Oh Julie," he moaned. "I--I, I love you too, more than you could ever comprehend, more that the sun loves the clouds, more than the moon loves the stars, more that the fish love the water, Julie I can't even function without you."

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PostSubject: Re: i'm still worthless. :'[   Fri Jul 24, 2009 3:49 am

Julie held her hands out again. "Stand up, Keiran," she said softly. Once he had let her help him up, she held his hands in hers and looked up into his eyes. "I swear to you, I would never, ever cheat on you, in a million years. Ever."

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PostSubject: Re: i'm still worthless. :'[   Fri Jul 24, 2009 3:54 am

Keiran sniffed and started crying harder again. He wrapped his arms around Julie's shoulders and whimpered into her hair, "Look at me, I'm a mess!"

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PostSubject: Re: i'm still worthless. :'[   Fri Jul 24, 2009 8:26 pm

Julie gave a weak laugh, relieved that Keiran no longer believed she was cheating on him. She wrapped her arms around him and squeezed tightly, rubbing his back. "Then you should come back home and clean yourself up," she told him.

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PostSubject: Re: i'm still worthless. :'[   Fri Jul 24, 2009 9:08 pm

"I--I," Keiran replied. "I'd like that." He didn't let go of Julie, not at first. But when he finally did he actually smiled slightly. "I guess I should write my Dad a note then," he said weakly. He went up to his room to grab his stuff. He didn't unpack anything because he was too depressed to really even move. He came back down and wrote a quick note for his Dad and smiled slightly again, "I wanna get home, take a hot shower, and go to sleep."

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PostSubject: Re: i'm still worthless. :'[   Fri Jul 24, 2009 10:20 pm

Julie smiled. "Good, let's go then," she told him. She put her arm around his waist and had him put his arm around her shoulders.

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PostSubject: Re: i'm still worthless. :'[   Fri Jul 24, 2009 10:26 pm

The two walked home together, Keiran took his hot shower, and if Julie wanted to she took a shower after him. And if it's okay with Shannon they snuggled up together and feel asleep.

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